Personally I think it's not really the "cause" of Aspergers, if that's what you're trying to say. What I do think is, Aspergers more or less means, well, a weaker constitution. You have to exert more effort to get an equivalent task done, ie, socializing. Sure you can learn and adapt, but it takes more energy for you to do so, thus easier to get adrenal burnout.
For example, here's a context. When I deadlifted for the first time in my life, I pulled 255. I have an Indian friend who it took like a year to reach 255. I have a stronger natural construction than him. It takes him a lot more effort to reach the same level I did at the start. Now, not that deadlifting is uh...you know, the same thing, but if day in and day out, your job was to deadlift, say, 225lbs constantly (like 50x a day,) and you started at 135 or less, then you'd probably get fired if you didn't adapt, and in the adaptation process, since it wasn't slow and controlled like you going to a gym, you'd probably get injured, whereas someone with a starting lift like me would probably adapt pretty easily to it.
So the point is, everyone can adapt to be whatever they want...as long as it doesn't kill or break them in the process. This is what people don't understand about Aspergers and other illnesses. They say "well why don't you toughen up lololol" and it's not quite that simple if your starting base is so bad.
The other thing, too, with socializing, etc, it's not like a deadlift in that it's like, not just one thing. Socializing is multiple things, multiple variables, etc.
But the reason I say this all is, under "light" circumstances I don't need any supplements/drugs. But now working a fulltime job, I need to be on a bunch of ginseng, vitamins, Chinese medicine, etc, just to work a job like a "normal" person. My job isn't even all that hard. It's just I'm poorly suited for working like a normal person. So the drugs (well they're herbal but to me they're drugs, ephedrine and heroin are technically "herbal" too) help me to adapt.
So yeah, having Aspergers, you're probably gonna be burnt out as hell, because you're going to be expending more energy mentally to get "normal" things done. The flipside to this sometimes is we get special abilities/talents/ways of thinking, but it's quite a cursed existence in my book.
What having Aspergers is like.
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'My brain cannot handle you being both ?lemme quote a whole bunch of people and sound like a normal intelligent human being? and ?I threw mustard because my anime game music didn?t help my 115lbs snatch.? I enjoy both so don?t rush to pick one.'
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